Wednesday, 25 November 2009

OH MY GOD !!!! I dont think i can do this!!

Well guys i never thought i was one off those people that had a addiction with food i just thought i was eating the wrong food.Well i was wrong since i have went on WW all i am thinking about is food and its the food i cant eat is what i want the most cheese,chocolate,Sour Cream I AM TURNING IN TO A MAD WOMAN!! I see people eating a McDonalds and i am jealous then suddenly i find i am staring with drool dribbling down my chin.....OK OK so its not that bad but see you get the picture.So where do i go from here 10 days in and i thought ok lets just stop for today have a chippy for dinner and go back tomorrow.But no i went on this Blog and let it out also WW website helped too !! So heres my plan to get over this blip!!!-

1-Change what i have been eating.Think i am getting sick off Salad,Eggs,Baked pots with beans.

2-Keep some points over for a treat not a huge treat just a chunky Kit Kat or so,So i dont feel i am missing out on any thing.

3-Speak to other people about recipes and tips etc.There is no need for me to try and learn every thing in a few weeks so i am going to ask at my meeting from the people that ww is working for.
And lastly-

4-Going to start some exercise even if its just the 15 minute demo that was in this months mag i am going to start doing something......Will post before end off week see how i am doing !!

Monday, 23 November 2009

Well my first WI is over !!!

I am just back from WW i have lost 2.5lbs.Its strange i have mixed feelings yes i am over the moon i have lost but i thought i might have been more.Everyone had been saying i was doing so well and i know the first few weeks you can lose alot more than 2.5lbs.But i need to kick my self as i have lost weight and at the end off the day thats what i need to do and i did it.

My first week has been good i have realised i was eatting way too much my portions where out off control and my Coca Cola addition was shocking(i drunk at least 2lts a day no joke!!).I shocks me to think the amount off fat in cheese too lol

My daughter said to me today she was happy i am trying to be a yummy mummy (Told her i was off to see the lady that will make me a yummy mummy) as she cant wait for me to be able to play more running games with her bless her heart!!

Sunday, 22 November 2009

Hello all.....

On the 12 November 2009 i made the a decision TO STOP EATING!!! Well not every thing but to go on a diet.I am 26 years old and very over weight am a size 22/24 and right now i weigh 19st 5oz !!.

To tell you the truth my weigh was never really a huge problem for me yes i got upset when i could not find nice cloths but i just stopped shopping.Yes i hated not being fit but i just never ran.I have been married to the man off my dreams for 18 months so i don't make to much effort there as well.But things started to get out off hand with my health i started getting boils under my arms and other parts off my body as i am over weight the sweat would make them infected i would have to go in to hospital.I have excess hair on my face the doc said this is due to my weight.My legs hurt if i stand to long.I sweat all the time......sorry you are getting the pic.So when my sister -in-law said she was going back to weight watchers i decided to go to. This is my first ever diet ( I DONT LIKE THAT WORD BUT CANT THINK OFF A BETTER ONE) and this blog is that journey .I don't know where its going to take me or if the results will come but this is a 100% my journey as it happens no holding back and i must say i cant wait to see where I end up !!!

Ok so i started a bit backwards i started on a Thursday (12/11/09) but never weighed my self till the Saturday(14/11/09) i used home scales so not sure on how accurate they where but they said i was 19st 5 1/4lbs!!!!Then on the Monday (16/11/09) i went to my first meeting.I had worked out my points with my sister in laws help and at WW i was 19st 4.5lbs (I don't care if my SIL (sister in law )scales where off i took that is 1lb weight loss you would have too lol).

So really the 16/11 is my first day as this is the day i joined the group.Its now the night before my first weigh in and i am scared.WHY? because i have tryed so hard and the strange thing is i am enjoying it.I am enjoying counting out my points, enjoying speaking to other people in the same situation on there web site,I am enjoying walking away from Coca Cola and crisps there is a pride i am getting every time i go to bed knowing i am trying so hard.I know its only been a week but what happens if i go in tomorrow and i have not lost any thing or worse i have put on.Maybe i have got the points calculations wrong or i have forgot to add things in to my tracker oh i don't know but one things for sure i will be gutted if i have not lost weight.

My sister in law has struggled this week.I have only had one day i was at a kids birthday party on sat and that was hard i had a few things but i did not go crazy like i usually would have .I have also found out that eating out is very hard to work out but i hope i have been good and it was only one meal so i should be fine.

I am going to go for now i will be back tomorrow with the news if it good i will be over the moon if its bad well i will need to try harder next week.WISH ME LUCK